[waltermeldron] Super Aggro Crag

[Super Aggro Crag]

BYOND account: Super Aggro Crag
Ban/note type (Server Ban/Discord Ban/Forum Ban/Note): Server Ban
Ban/note duration: Permanent
Ban/note reason: Told an assistant to kill themselves via IC chat, being extremely specific to the player playing the assistant, and not the assistant they were playing as. The context behind this was that the assistant had shoved Super Aggro Crag over the kitchen counter, their reasoning being that they had heard the player insult the chefs. Due to past and ongoing conflicts with the chef, they then got into further conflicts with the chef. Regardless of this context, it is in no way acceptable to tell someone to kill themselves and especially not so in an OOC manner.
Time ban was placed: 2024-04-24 01:22:21
Server you were playing on when banned:Manuel
Round ID in which ban was placed: 70534

Why are you making this appeal? (Put an x in the boxes):
() - The ban/note is factually incorrect
() - The ban/note is not against the rules
() - The ban/note needs modification
() - The ban was unjustifiably harsh
(x) - I was permabanned and I want another chance

Why should this appeal be accepted?: My actions at the time were not acceptable and I apologize for them. I was not in a clear mental state at the time due to being under a large amount of stress in regards to the health issues facing my dog and my brother at the time. I had thought playing SS13 at the time would be a way to get my mind off the problems I was facing, but clearly I was mistaken. This is not an attempt to excuse my behavior, but rather an explanation of why I flew off the handle in the way I did. In the time since my ban I have sought aid in dealing with my mental health and have learned to better self-trigger on mental states that are not conducive to having a good time in a multiplayer game. In the time I have been away from this server I have played on three different space station thirteen servers without incident. During "The Wallening" event, I was allowed to play on JupiterJaiden's "Wallstation." JupiterJaiden has stated their willingness to give me a vouch for my time on their server. I have also played on the Vampire: The Masquerade themed servers "World of Darkness 13" and "The Final Nights." Both these servers are high-RP environments and as far as I am aware the management of both servers would most likely give me a clean bill as I have not been reprimanded on either server for in-character or out-of-character action beyond a few bwoinks that, after explaining myself, were marked "IC Issues."

To the people my actions have hurt, I would like to express my regret. You did not deserve me flipping out at you. I am sorry.

[carshalash]

The day that Crag got banned was probably the worst emotionally I had seen him prior to that round. Crag's love for his dog Pita is one of the strongest pet/owner loves I have ever seen, he was fearing for her life and tried to unwind by playing a round of space. Things went horribly wrong. Crag's original intent was to talk to me to try and calm down a bit, and things went poorly due to unforeseen circumstances.

Crag's words were uncharacteristic of him. Despite his public image, Crag is a very good person who deeply cares about others. I have personally witnessed him go on suicide watch for members of the community that he had barely interacted with before, solely because he didn't want anything to happen to another person. He takes suicide and life very seriously; he is a good person and perhaps THE most loyal member of the space station community.

[Waltermeldron]

I think it's been long enough. I'm willing to give you a second chance now, please take care not to do this again.

You should be unbanned now, let me know if you can't connect.

[Super Aggro Crag]

Thank you for this opportunity. I can connect.