An0n3 wrote:I've seen worse in terms of suffering.
I give it props for starting out like a harem anime and then taking a detour into some dark spaces, but it keeps trying to turn back into a harem anime too much. It's hard to take seriously when the MC flip flops between weird fourth-wall breaking anime identifiers and then trying to be tearfully emotional.
The show wants to have serious drama but also be a fun harem show at the same time and it can't.
> I literally can't understand Subaru's character.
Protip: Subaru was always a broken person since ep. 1. His cheerful and happy demeanor is nothing but a facade. He doesn't love Emilia, he's merely used her as a sort of anchor in the world where otherwise he doesn't have a home, a place in life, or anything, and designates her as the heroine since she was the only person that showed him kindness. Worse yet, he doesn't actually care about anything that Emilia says, keeping promises with her, or even just trusting her, as you saw a few episodes ago. For Subaru, Emilia is an object to be saved and protected, whose destiny is to eventually love him, regardless of the reality. She can't protect herself, in his mind, it always has to fall on his own onus to protect her. The timelooping excaberates Subaru's idiosyncrasies and she quickly goes from being a mere anchor in the world, to being a 'heroine', to being his raison d' etre. There also might be some Satella fuckery that's causing him to be oddly attached to Emilia.
Also, there is no harem. The most you get is a love triangle between Rem, Subaru, and Emilia, but even then, he only legitimately loves Rem, and only loves Emilia in the same sense that Satella loves him. Worse yet,
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Also, as a reminder, Satella is supposed to mirror Subaru in totality. Subaru is slowly killing all the bishops and absorbing their authorities, Satella killed all the witches and absorbed their authorities. Satella used to be loved by her contemporaries, even when she was a witch, but for poorly understood reasons, she developed a split-personality. Subaru is loved by his contemporaries (moreso in Arc 5+ post-knighting). Satella had no talent for magic and was very poorly suited to the witch aspect, but she forced herself to take it on for some unknown reason, Subaru has no talent in magic and is very poorly suited to the bishop aspect. Satella loves Subaru, but she's broken to the point where she gleefully murders a town worth of people while professing how much she loves Subaru, and almost winds up fusing/absorbing Subaru. Subaru loves Emilia, but he's gradually breaking down and, even still, doesn't truly love her in the slightest, as previously described. I could go on, probably forever.
There's also certain interesting theories that I find very convincing, like the Satella-is-a-cucked-Rem-from-the-future theory, or the Aldebaran-is-Subaru-from-the-future theory.