this is what you were banned for, and this statement is doing a lot of heavy lifting in minimizing what you're being held responsible for.
we investigated your conduct and your history across rounds and found you to be a constantly aggressive and extremely unkind person to be around, and it was clearly not just a character you're playing. no admins came to your defence with good stories of your conduct, because they didn't have any. they only had more bad stories and associated ahelp conversations to back them up.
at the start of this appeal you said you "get it", yet very quickly it has become clear that you didn't get it at all. you're being a dick with such readiness that over time the entire admin team has come to the conclusion that your presence in a round is consistently a negative to everyone else. this is a social roleplaying game. if you acted this way at d&d night even the most virtuous dungeon master with the patience of a saint would throw you out before the doritos were finished.
this game should not make you this angry. this game should not make you treat your fellow participants this way. if you want to blame it all on the actions of others forcing you to respond in such a vile way, then for your own benefit you should find somewhere else to play anyway, because clearly you don't get along with anyone here.
no one wants to waste their time appeasing your standards of when, why and how we should be allowed to remove you, so here's just a tiny snippet of your in-game say logs, just filtered for the word "retard", in a 1~ month period:
Line 269: Terry 231078 | [2024-06-24 21:17:21.098] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3452) "Talk to us you failrp retard" (Mining Ore Silo Storage (178,128,2))
Line 280: Terry 231078 | [2024-06-24 21:26:10.387] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3452) "Theyy're on a table retard" (Starboard Tram Dock (177,123,3))
Line 514: Terry 231031 | [2024-06-23 23:24:34.189] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3486) "I don't have access to blood retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (84,101,2))
Line 795: Terry 231025 | [2024-06-23 20:21:13.242] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3628) "LET ME UCKING SCAN IT RETARD" (Central Medbay Maintenance (98,102,2))
Line 871: Terry 231025 | [2024-06-23 20:43:08.543] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3628) "Take the pill retard" (Medbay Central (76,88,2))
Line 978: Terry 230975 | [2024-06-22 21:35:13.744] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3369) "You are retarded" (Engineering (102,123,2))
Line 986: Terry 230975 | [2024-06-22 21:36:45.465] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3369) "They're fucking retarded" (Engineering Lobby (107,137,2))
Line 1421: Terry 230960 | [2024-06-22 14:41:49.257] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3387) "Are you sure you're not just retarded touching a setup you shouldn't be touching, LRC?" (Shared Engineering Storage (94,144,2))
Line 1648: Terry 230957 | [2024-06-22 13:00:09.449] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3287) "FUCKING GIVE ME THE IRON RETARD" (Emergency Shuttle (220,117,6))
Line 2449: Terry 230817 | [2024-06-19 19:58:49.152] GAME-WHISPER: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3533) "WHY WOULD THEY COME IN HERE YOU RETARD" (Kitchen (141,125,2))
Line 3128: Terry 230708 | [2024-06-17 19:40:25.383] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Intern Briner) (mob_3759) (DEAD) "Why RP if there's a retarded antag that kills you before you can finish typing a fucking sentence" (Library (167,141,4))
Line 5084: Terry 230221 | [2024-06-08 21:51:47.199] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3496) "What you need to fix is kill the retard that keeps sabotaging our filter" (Supermatter Engine (168,65,2))
Line 5088: Terry 230221 | [2024-06-08 21:52:47.019] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3496) "I never opened it, get off my case retard" (Supermatter Engine Room (174,61,2))
Line 5120: Terry 230221 | [2024-06-08 22:17:55.132] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4146) (DEAD) "Shut the fuck up retard" (Engineering Maintenance (149,67,2))
Line 5125: Terry 230221 | [2024-06-08 22:22:01.578] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4146) (DEAD) "Haha retarded borg is spraying water at something that doesn't have fire in it" (Supermatter Engine (167,64,2))
Line 5386: Terry 230156 | [2024-06-07 20:08:25.933] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3396) "Wake up retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (154,87,2))
Line 5409: Terry 230156 | [2024-06-07 20:10:48.391] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3396) "Come with me retard" (Aft Central Primary Hallway (177,113,2))
Line 5941: Terry 230093 | [2024-06-06 17:54:41.800] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3321) "Not my fault they're retarded" (Security Medical (118,175,4))
Line 5951: Terry 230093 | [2024-06-06 17:56:06.987] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3321) "Your sec officer is a retard" (Security Medical (118,175,4))
Line 6221: Terry 229996 | [2024-06-04 21:52:47.983] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3411) "Was a retard" (Fore Primary Hallway (110,159,2))
Line 6355: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 18:44:04.588] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "I can't wear shoes retard" (Cargo Bay (57,105,2))
Line 6401: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 19:00:49.239] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "I then wanted to do surgery but they chose to be retarded" (Medbay Treatment Center (52,73,2))
Line 6402: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 19:01:14.795] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "I can't do that if I'm handcuffed retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (52,74,2))
Line 6458: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 19:28:28.077] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "LET ME GO RETARD" (Medbay Treatment Center (60,74,2))
Line 6460: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 19:29:58.250] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "Burns you fucking retard" (Medbay Lobby (68,76,2))
Line 6465: Terry 229990 | [2024-06-04 19:30:34.961] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3443) "Get that retard off me" (Central Primary Hallway (80,111,2))
Line 7317: Terry 229757 | [2024-05-31 20:49:37.302] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Floofbot) (mob_4208) "YOU RETARDF" (Medbay Treatment Center (123,94,3))
Line 7323: Terry 229757 | [2024-05-31 20:50:16.956] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Floofbot) (mob_4208) "Shut the fuck up retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (123,94,3))
Line 7571: Terry 229751 | [2024-05-31 17:20:01.714] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3884) (DEAD) "The station is too big and all it takes is one retard who doesn't read radio and drags a body around" (Engineering Security Checkpoint (96,110,2))
Line 7966: Terry 229649 | [2024-05-29 17:51:40.756] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3467) "MOVE RETARD" (Supermatter Engine Room (164,154,2))
Line 8070: Terry 229646 | [2024-05-29 16:59:36.439] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3490) "CMO where did you take the retard with the radioactivity?" (Medbay Treatment Center (128,99,3))
Line 8078: Terry 229646 | [2024-05-29 17:08:40.931] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3490) "Don't go into areas you don't have access to, retard" (Fore Operating Room (112,99,3))
Line 8944: Terry 229494 | [2024-05-26 19:40:54.058] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3734) (DEAD) "WHY IS THIS MAN SO RETARDED" (Engineering (121,76,4))
Line 9303: Terry 229479 | [2024-05-26 13:16:39.961] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3362) "That is retarded" (Atmospherics (166,113,2))
Line 9775: Terry 229433 | [2024-05-25 18:29:33.704] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3436) "They're not here to roleplay, he's just retarded" (Library Lounge (56,89,3))
Line 10060: Terry 229426 | [2024-05-25 15:22:19.985] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3899) (DEAD) "Shut the fuck up retard" (Space (78,172,2))
Line 10137: Terry 229423 | [2024-05-25 14:34:01.083] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4086) (DEAD) "Like this retard right here" (Atmospherics Gas Storage (156,123,2))
Line 10237: Terry 229421 | [2024-05-25 13:08:55.493] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3366) "GET ME UP RETARD" (Medbay Treatment Center (162,86,2))
Line 10684: Terry 229381 | [2024-05-24 20:18:30.791] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4262) (DEAD) "I never sawed anyone retard" (Lesser Starboard Maintenance (158,93,2))
Line 11124: Terry 229368 | [2024-05-24 16:28:17.000] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4675) (DEAD) "I care, but then you tell me I'm complaining about people being retarded" (Medbay Treatment Center (84,102,2))
Line 11225: Terry 229331 | [2024-05-23 21:56:49.678] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3478) "Or I would go full retard robocop" (Robotics Lab (126,110,2))
Line 11707: Terry 229282 | [2024-05-22 21:12:58.472] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3590) "GET DOWN RETARD" (Escape Pod One (125,221,2))
Line 11945: Terry 229270 | [2024-05-22 17:39:15.784] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3396) "YOU FUCKING RETARD" (Medbay Treatment Center (84,104,2))
Line 12659: Terry 229174 | [2024-05-20 19:53:20.514] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3358) "Some retard stole my revive stick" (Medbay Treatment Center (85,98,2))
Line 12921: Terry 229161 | [2024-05-20 14:10:31.459] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3380) "Are you retarded?" (Atmospherics (170,113,2))
Line 12926: Terry 229161 | [2024-05-20 14:14:52.079] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3380) "Did you know that H2O retards SM power?" (Atmospherics (177,122,2))
Line 13032: Terry 229157 | [2024-05-20 12:55:31.359] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3192) "Use English you retarded idiot" (Kitchen (151,137,4))
Line 13075: Terry 229157 | [2024-05-20 13:36:41.392] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4146) (DEAD) "I gave these retarded docs experimental tools and they continue to use shitty starter tools. In this case they happened to run just out of enough time so the larva made me explode" (Medbay Treatment Center (149,110,4))
Line 13114: Terry 229155 | [2024-05-20 11:36:22.751] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Fur-Baal Bang Bang Ooops) (mob_3337) "You're just retarded" (Syndicate Infiltrator Medbay (175,68,2))
Line 13129: Terry 229155 | [2024-05-20 11:41:48.621] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Fur-Baal Bang Bang Ooops) (mob_3526) (DEAD) "I would be less upset if people weren't fucking retarded all the way from setup to nukie op" (Space (97,54,2))
Line 13132: Terry 229155 | [2024-05-20 11:42:58.754] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Fur-Baal Bang Bang Ooops) (mob_3526) (DEAD) "And my teammates were retarded" (Space (97,54,2))
Line 13298: Terry 229131 | [2024-05-19 23:11:35.541] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3279) "I already asked the HoP for access and they're fucking retarded" (Medbay Central (88,101,2))
Line 13525: Terry 229123 | [2024-05-19 20:25:21.516] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3249) "NORTH YOU RETARD" (AI Chamber (150,25,4))
Line 13544: Terry 229123 | [2024-05-19 20:26:59.375] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3249) "But they are so retarded they don't know what a power cell looks like, or what NORTH means" (AI Chamber (150,25,4))
Line 13545: Terry 229123 | [2024-05-19 20:26:59.377] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3249) (binary) "But they are so retarded they don't know what a power cell looks like, or what NORTH means" (AI Chamber (150,25,4))
Line 13748: Terry 229116 | [2024-05-19 18:14:22.223] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3442) "Of course the CE has to be retarded" (AI Chamber (214,144,2))
Line 13755: Terry 229116 | [2024-05-19 18:18:05.540] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3442) "Shut the fuck up retard" (AI Chamber (214,144,2))
Line 13773: Terry 229116 | [2024-05-19 18:22:13.797] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(SHARP 1997 Microwave ASIC) (mob_3442) "Can we just have like one shift where people aren't going full on apeshit retard ordering shards, breaking open the crates and then dragging the shard into the fucking main hallway?" (AI Chamber (214,144,2))
Line 14228: Terry 229111 | [2024-05-19 16:54:23.188] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3691) (DEAD) "What's not supposed to happen is complete retards continuing to pick Command roles round after round and being completely useless about 99.9% of the time" (Supermatter Engine Room (164,154,2))
Line 14402: Terry 229107 | [2024-05-19 14:09:52.845] GAME-OOC: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_4057) "You are retarded. They will take some burn damage, but if the alternative is them being for other reasons, you put them in cryo. Give them coffee or put them under a shower afterwards. They will only freeze to death if you put them in a insulating clothing like a non-powered spacesuit, armor, or similar." (Medbay Treatment Center (158,90,2))
Line 14558: Terry 229105 | [2024-05-19 13:06:06.569] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3994) (DEAD) "OH YES THE FUCKING RETARDED MED DOC WHO DOES NOT UNDERSTAND CPR" (Escape Pod One (44,130,2))
Line 14765: Terry 229024 | [2024-05-17 21:39:45.651] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3366) "I fixed the EMP you retarded fatass" (Medbay Storage (79,93,2))
Line 14888: Terry 229009 | [2024-05-17 17:01:25.902] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3467) "Tend bruises retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (162,90,2))
Line 14900: Terry 229009 | [2024-05-17 17:04:05.551] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3467) "The CMO is a fucking retard" (Cryogenics (165,83,2))
Line 14902: Terry 229009 | [2024-05-17 17:05:16.452] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3467) "We have another retarded CMO" (Medbay Treatment Center (160,90,2))
Line 14923: Terry 229009 | [2024-05-17 17:18:13.347] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3467) "Do ear surgery you retard" (Medbay Treatment Center (159,87,2))
Line 15011: Terry 229008 | [2024-05-17 16:20:31.184] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Floofbot) (mob_2978) "RD you fucking retard, why do you run away from mediborgs" (Central Primary Hallway (120,144,2))
Line 15221: Terry 228975 | [2024-05-16 23:01:43.819] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3308) "YOU FUCKING RETARD" (Emergency Shuttle (41,80,6))
Line 15222: Terry 228975 | [2024-05-16 23:02:00.651] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3308) "Stop doing my job retard" (Emergency Shuttle (41,80,6))
Line 15250: Terry 228971 | [2024-05-16 20:53:47.168] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3383) "You're retarded" (Engineering (152,149,2))
Line 15353: Terry 228971 | [2024-05-16 21:23:28.450] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3383) "That idiot already wasted more than half an hour of my life because THEY ARE FUCKING RETARDED" (Command Hallway (97,128,2))
Line 15373: Terry 228971 | [2024-05-16 21:29:34.499] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Baal-Fur) (mob_3383) "He is retarded" (Medbay Treatment Center (85,100,2))
Line 15712: Terry 228922 | [2024-05-15 21:48:16.493] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Floofbot) (mob_3338) "BUT THEY ARE RETARDED AND DON"t STAND STILL" (Medbay Treatment Center (154,89,2))
Line 15905: Terry 228919 | [2024-05-15 20:00:55.788] GAME-SAY: Muffindrake/(Floofbot) (mob_3433) "RETARD CMO" (Chief Medical Officer's Office (96,99,2))
this is after your recent notes before this ban, during a period where you claim to have changed, and it's a drop in the ocean. we could spend the time going in and collecting more choice quotes, but this has already been enough of a waste of time for everyone involved. you need to conduct yourself better if you want to play here. we don't care how you achieve that, or what you need to do to make it happen. it's not our responsibility, it's yours.
this is the condition you were given, and i fully support it. the ban is being upheld and the appeal is denied.
thank you for your time.