Increase my ban. (FatalX1)
Posted: Thu Aug 08, 2019 9:20 am
After having time to cool off I have begun to understand what I have done.
I honestly hoped I would not get myself so worked up over a game like 2dspessmans but I did, and looking back on it I see that I blatantly disregarded server rules which I was already aware of and did so with no consideration of repercussions to myself, no sympathy for the person whoes round I was ruining, or even so much as thought about the end result of what I was doing. My actions were hot headed and I feel as if a small punishment like this would be an insufficient reminder in the future. OOC acts as a rarely used meme channel or in this case a very bad way to vent anger that I honestly should not have. If permanently muting me from OOC chat is something that can be done then I ask that you do permanently mute me from it. If I cannot phrase something into IC it probably doesn't need to be said at all.
If muting me from OOC cannot be done then if nothing else I hope to have my ban lengthened. I do not remember the name of the person who I wronged as I was blinded by rage at the time, and I will likely never make it up to them, but I do know that if I were them then I would be rather enraged at the sight of me rejoining the server again the next day. Improving myself as a person is more important than whatever petty problem I have with someone ingame, and I hope to remember this and conduct myself more reasonably in the future.
My ign is Christopher Robin.
I honestly hoped I would not get myself so worked up over a game like 2dspessmans but I did, and looking back on it I see that I blatantly disregarded server rules which I was already aware of and did so with no consideration of repercussions to myself, no sympathy for the person whoes round I was ruining, or even so much as thought about the end result of what I was doing. My actions were hot headed and I feel as if a small punishment like this would be an insufficient reminder in the future. OOC acts as a rarely used meme channel or in this case a very bad way to vent anger that I honestly should not have. If permanently muting me from OOC chat is something that can be done then I ask that you do permanently mute me from it. If I cannot phrase something into IC it probably doesn't need to be said at all.
If muting me from OOC cannot be done then if nothing else I hope to have my ban lengthened. I do not remember the name of the person who I wronged as I was blinded by rage at the time, and I will likely never make it up to them, but I do know that if I were them then I would be rather enraged at the sight of me rejoining the server again the next day. Improving myself as a person is more important than whatever petty problem I have with someone ingame, and I hope to remember this and conduct myself more reasonably in the future.
My ign is Christopher Robin.